Subtitles by DramaFever
Episode 9
Dylan, when was your first love?
I met her when I was eighteen.
And? When did it end?
I'm not sure yet...
if it's over... or not.
All of the times and memories...
are here.
They're nailed in here.
I can't pull them out.
I hope you protect her well.
I thought I gave you the front seat of my heart.
I thought it would fill up as time pass.
But I realized that I'd never given that seat to anyone.
Once was more than enough for that sad fate.
That guy... the owner of the whistle...
Did he come back?
No.
I just finally realized my heart.
His smiles hurt me so much.
It hurt so much that I couldn't say anything.
I wondered why he just kept smiling.
I didn't know what was going on at all.
I only felt bad about not being able to say anything about you or us.
He's probably been waiting for a year.
He probably reserved the restaurant and prepared a gift.
More precious than my birthday
and more special than Christmas.
That's what he said.
I see.
But, Dong Joo.
I forgot completely.
I didn't even imagine how he was feeling while he was having dinner.
I remembered it too late...
and I felt bad too late.
Do you know what's more absurd?
'What a relief that I could see you waiting for me.'
That I thought it was a relief.
Dong Joo, I...
More than I thought, much more than you can imagine...
I am a bad person.
Before I came back to you...
I asked myself so many times.
'What about you is better than Dr. Kang Ji Woon?'
A nice home, great parents, money, prestige.
I didn't have one thing that was better than what Dr. Kang had.
Even after I came back to you, I kept thinking.
You're going through so much because of me.
You're crying like this everyday.
What is it that I could do?
There was nothing.
I am really...
There is nothing I could brag about or I could do for you.
I'm just a pathetic guy.
More than I think, more than you can imagine...
I'm a much worse guy, Soo Wan.
But I'm still going to want you.
I won't let you go.
I'm much worse, right?
It's okay to cry in front of me over Dr. Kang.
It's okay to feel hurt.
We should feel bad about Dr. Kang.
But let's not feel bad about each other.
Okay?
Director Yoon.
Yes?
That patient, Dr. Dylan's mother.
You said it was a hit-and-run twelve years ago?
Are the eyes transplanted in Soo Wan hers?
Do you remember, by any chance?
The patient's name?
Never mind. Why would I need to know the name?
A friend is someone who carries my pain with him.
I'm your friend.
Everything is the same as before I heard the story.
- Young Ji. - Just...
remember that you now have a breathing hole.
It's me.
Dylan Park. His Korean name is Park Dong Joo.
Please look into it.
And that friend is Annie.
Small Rock, where is Big Rock? Why isn't she around?
She said she was sleeping in the staff room and asked me to wake her up.
But I forgot.
It looked like Sergeant Yoon was on duty until dawn.
I'll fill in with him in the morning.
Then I don't need to wake her up, right?
Wow, timing is perfect. Let's go!
I'll get going then.
Doesn't he look like a fraudulent character?
Fraudulent? What is?
- He's too perfect. - Is that what you see, too?
Yeah. It's really disappointing.
BP is 130/80, pulse is 110. There isn't really any big problem.
Does your right shoulder get dislocated often?
Yes, it hurts so much.
She has too much pain from habitual dislocation, so I'll put it back here.
Here?
Don't worry too much. He's a doctor.
Now, be careful and lie down on your stomach.
- Teddy, please pull the arm straight down. - Yes.
I'll put it back at one, two, three.
Inhale.
One, two.
Now, let's get up.
How is it? Can you move?
Yes.
Have you banged your head somewhere?
I don't know.
Can you do 'E'?
Open your mouth.
One end of her lips is drooping and her tongue has laceration.
She might experience seizure or cerebral hemorrhage.
Let's go to the hospital together and get some tests done.
Yes, I got it.
Please turn around your shoulder.
Slowly.
She's fine.
Dylan is a doctor. So he fixed her shoulder at the scene.
A doctor going for the rescue calls is great for patients.
On top of habitual dislocation, I suspect nocturnal epilepsy.
Request X-rays and blood test...
I believe that's the responsibility of the ER.
That's right.
I was mistaken for a second.
- Please sign the paper, Dr. Kim. - I'll do it.
Can you take some time out after work today?
It's been a while. Let's have a drink.
I got it.
Get some rest. Don't worry, ma'am.
From now on, notify me on all Seyoung EMT calls.
Report to me separately on
all medical guidance and treatments by Dr. Park Dong Joo.
Yes, sir.
Why is he doing that?
Weren't they close?
It was somewhat awkward for being close.
Did you all feel that?
I know!
Dr. Dylan went to 911 instead of returning to the ER.
Dr. Kang got disappointed and upset.
Of course, Nurse Kim is sharp. Sharp.
- Patients come first. - Yes.
Captain Park Dong Joo.
- Going home? - Yes. You?
I have plans.
- See you tomorrow. - Okay.
Dylan.
You've heard of the term 'puppy love,' haven't you?
Immature love?
Love that passes by at a young age like puppies...
Without realizing it's a childish fantasy.
Just because it's the first time...
hating more, missing more.
It's probably not all immature and childish just because it's first love.
They might miss each other the whole time they're apart.
No, they might be real to each other
without ever having said good-bye to each other.
It could be possible.
What about you, Dylan?
What if your fiancée's first love appears before her...
and shakes her up?
- Dr. Kang Ji Woon. - Dylan.
Strangely, I can't get used to the name Park Dong Joo.
To be honest, I think I liked you more when you were Dylan.
I have something to tell you.
- It looks like you know already... - I know already
but I still have to confirm.
The whistle on Soo Wan's neck.
Did you give it to her?
Yes.
Why didn't you say so from the beginning?
I didn't want her to go through a hard time.
Then why did you change your mind?
By lying to her and turning away from her...
I was putting her, I mean... Soo Wan, through more hardship.
Soo Wan.
We were eighteen and nineteen.
'Soo Wan,' 'Dong Joo.'
We call the names so many times a day.
That's petty first love.
It exists for everyone.
Showing up out of nowhere after no contact at all for twelve years
isn't it a bit ridiculous?
It could be 'that petty first love' to someone
but it could be love that cannot be erased for a lifetime for someone else.
The whole time that you disappeared without a trace
the one who was with Soo Wan was me.
Go back.
I can't do that.
I'll get going now.
Remember, don't you?
What you said to me when you were leaving.
You told me to protect her to the end.
I'll make sure to protect her. Wait and see.
Ji Woon.
What are you doing here?
I was really curious about what kind of a guy he was.
- My curiosity is finally resolved. - Ji Woon.
I... am going to take you back.
That first seat of yours.
I'm going to really take it back.
Don't do this. Please don't do this.
Nothing will change.
I said I'd wait.
Waiting, that's something I'm good at.
You know that.
Go inside.
Seriously, even a guy back from the States is calling me out now.
You're the only one I can ask to come out at this hour in Korea.
Look at those lips.
I can tell what happened.
You made a good choice by becoming a detective.
Why did you wait around to get hit like that?
I was going to tell him.
This is all an excuse.
If Kang Ji Woon wasn't as great, this wouldn't have happened.
Is this an excuse, too?
Park Dong Joo.
I can't be on your side on this.
Why? Disappointed?
I don't know about anyone else, but I thought you'd be on our side.
As the only person who's seen the whole thing
I'm in the middle.
I'm not a judge.
It's a love story between a man and a woman.
I'm not in a position to provide any advice as audience.
Can I ask the reason?
I know you're fated for each other.
But love at first sight is not the only important fate.
Meet, build, live together then realize it's fate.
That kind of fate could exist too, right?
Dr. Kang is the one who made me realize that.
He really is a great guy.
That's why I thought it was a relief.
But now, it's really tough.
You're still the one with power.
Soo Wan's heart is with you.
It could be 'that petty first love' to someone
but it could be love that cannot be erased for a lifetime to someone else.
I am going to take back the first seat of yours.
Don't do this. Please don't do this.
People fight in the fire station like the police station?
It's nothing.
Where are you hanging out today, kiddo?
Hanging out? I'm going to look for a job today.
Job? What kind of work will you do?
- Anything. - Anything?
You can't just do anything.
Don't do that. Just hang out a little more.
You've never taken a break from part-time jobs.
You can trust me and take a little more time off.
Don't you remember what Mom said?
'Don't eat if you're not going to work.'
Something that fits me perfectly, something that's fun but pays money.
Wouldn't I find a part-time job like that?
Come here.
Please stop, my lady.
Let's eat.
What do we do about our Jin Mo?
It's a big problem. I can't just find someone out of nowhere.
Why? Did something happen?
The lady who took care of Jin Mo's suddenly has to quit.
- What are you going to do? - The lady who took care of him?
Something like a baby sitter.
I see.
A lot of high school students do that.
My sister's worked as a baby sitter since she was in middle school.
Ellie did?
Woon Chan, the perfect fit just dropped from the sky.
Team Leader, it's perfect. Hurry up and ask Ellie!
Yes, you can be assured since she's Dr. Park's sister.
Would that 'off-the-wall' character be okay?
Dr. Park, would your sister be able to help out?
Well, she said she was looking for a part-time job.
My my my, this is called 'a match made in heaven.'
- Right, Chief? - Right, Teddy.
Isn't there a song called 'a match made in heaven'?
Even if it's really hard.
I was going to do that, Team Leader.
I tried to hold back, thinking about you.
Hello?
This is Yoon Soo Wan from Seyoung Station. I'd like to ask for medical guidance.
What kind of patient do you have?
It looks like a male patient in his thirties had a fight.
I suspect contusion on the face, swelling on the chin and bleeding in the mouth.
An ointment and a bandage will do.
Does it hurt?
A little.
You met with Ji Woon last night, right?
How did you know?
How can I not know when you look like this?
It's okay.
I shouldn't advertise that I got beat up.
It's really fatal for guys.
But it's true that you got beat up.
True.
Why are Yoon Soo Wan and everyone around her so violent?
Who else beat you up?
Detective Cha.
You got beat up by Min Soo?
Her fist is no joke. Were you okay?
You should have told me.
I got hit by someone worse, too.
- What? - Yoon Soo Wan's slap.
Sorry.
But you deserved it at the time.
Did it hurt?
It hurt, but I couldn't have felt better.
I almost said, thank you for slapping me.
It was like that last night, too.
Dong Joo.
I'm fine.
I have to go.
- Be careful. - I'll be back, Captain Park Dong Joo.
Don't come! Don't come! I'm going to die!
I'm going to die for real this time!
Mister, you remember me, right?
You! Are you the only 911 in this town?
Go away! I hate you!
I'm not falling for you this time. I'm really going to die this time.
I'm going to die for real!
Mister, it's really dangerous. Come down quickly!
If you come down, I'll hear your story.
Is this some monthly event?
Let's stop and go down, okay?
It's windy up here, so it's really dangerous.
It's really a bit dangerous, isn't it?
Help me! Don't let go!
Don't let go! Help me!
Where are you going?
Soo Wan.
I'm going to see Sergeant Yoon Soo Wan.
As what?
I'll take care of my girl. Leave.
- I can't do that. - Dylan!
I'm sorry, Dr. Kang Ji Woon, but I was first.
And I'm not going to hesitate anymore.
Captain Park Dong Joo.
- Soo Wan! - Are you okay?
Please take a look at the rescued first.
Are you really okay?
Okay.
I'm going to tell Dad that I can't marry you.
You should tell her, too.
What will you tell him as the reason?
That I'm not good enough for you, Ji Woon.
I can't agree to that, so that can't be the reason.
What about I love someone else?
I have to get back.
It's not hard to tell our parents.
But we have to come to conclusion before that.
I'm still solving the problem.
So don't rush me too much.
Ji Woon.
I'm glad that you didn't get hurt.
Be careful getting home.
I said I'm okay.
Let me take a look.
Are you okay? You aren't hurt anywhere?
I'm fine.
Other than a scratch here, I'm fine.
When I heard that you fell... do you know how worried I was?
Like Miss Jung Hwa...
I thought I'd lose you like Miss Jung Hwa.
Sorry. I'm sorry.
Veteran, my butt.
Ace? What a joke.
You should be thankful that no one got hurt.
If you guys got hurt today, I'd have killed you.
Sergeant Yoon, pack up.
Wait. Are you firing my sergeant right now?
She could make mistakes. She jumped in to save a life.
You will fire her, instead of giving her a prize?
Fire her?
Yoon Soo Wan, it's your vacation.
No, I'll work.
You want to see the doctor's opinion?
Go! I can't give you much. Just take three days off.
- Go. - Yes, go.
Yes.
Yes, yes, yes.
Chief, what about me?
You should be glad that you're not writing a report.
As a team leader...
What's all this? You said we should have a meal.
It's all to eat and live, so let's eat a proper meal if we're going to do it.
Man.
How is it going with the case?
It's not easy without a police badge.
- Let me see it. - Sure.
This is a killer.
They're all big farts, so they won't see me.
I can't see them.
Wow, all these people with foreign cars have splendid status.
Attorney, doctor, fund manager, professor.
Kang In Tae, he's the current director of the prosecutors' office.
- He's not the one. - Kang In Tae.
Kang In Tae, I've heard of that name a lot.
Where do you think you've heard it?
You call yourself a detective.
- Seyoung Hospital. - Seyoung Hospital?
The husband of the board director of Seyoung Hospital!
He worked here, too. And you're still a detective.
The board director's husband, meaning Ji Woon's father.
Do you know that family? How do you know?
I'm not supposed to know?
It's not that you can't. It's just weird.
With your background, your status.
There is no crossing point.
Did you receive scholarship for the less fortunate when you were a student?
Woo Chul!
It's cooked, so you can eat now.
It's really nice to see father and daughter.
You're home.
What are you doing at this hour?
- I got vacation. - Did something happen?
No, for working hard.
Dad.
Dong Joo. Do you remember Park Dong Joo's mother?
When she was brought to the hospital, did you talk to her?
No.
I see.
It would've been nice if the surgery had gone well.
It would've been really nice if you were able to save her with your hands.
But you still felt bad.
A lot of it was knotted in your heart. That's why you took care of Dong Joo.
Why do you bring up Dong Joo all of a sudden?
I can't get engaged or married with Ji Woon.
There is someone I love. It's not Ji Woon.
- Soo Wan. - You know him, too.
Don't.
It's Dong Joo. Park Dong Joo.
He's the one I love.
Stop. I don't want to hear it.
It won't change even if you avoid or get upset.
No.
Yoon Soo Wan, were you this selfish and cold?
What about Ji Woon?
Don't you know how much Ji Woon loves you?
So you want me to pay back that love with lies?
Pay back by getting married and living a happy life.
How can he be happy with a woman who has someone else in her heart?
Not Dong Joo.
I told you he's my son, he's our family.
Not just because of Ji Woon, I can't allow it.
You two can never be together.
He was before you or Ji Woon.
We were... Dong Joo and I were before... before everyone else.
If you just give up, everyone will be happy.
I can't give up.
- No. - Dad.
Yoon Soo Wan, listen carefully.
If the love between you two is the only important thing
Dong Joo and you, neither of you are my children anymore.
Dad.
Teddy, you have to stick this to each of your fingers and eat it.
- Sergeant Yoon! - What is it?
Why did you come here again, Soo Wan?
In case you missed me.
You had nowhere to go?
With such a bad personality
would you have any friend to hang out with or a hobby?
For you, the fire station is your home, your meet-up group, and your playground.
I'm really popular.
A lot of places ask me to come and I have a lot of places to go.
But I thought you'd be in panic if you didn't see me
so I did you a favor and came.
As soon as the official big rock of the Seyoung station wasn't around
I found my mental stability.
But you said you felt empty without Sergeant this morning.
Right, you said the fire station was like pumpkin rice cake without the pumpkin.
Who did? I did?
You said that earlier.
How can you say nonsense as a group?
You are overworked, so you're hearing things.
Go! As soon as you got here, it's trouble again. Go!
You're messing up my head. Leave. You're not leaving? Should I leave?
- Seriously, you... - Where are you going?
You're not stopping me?
- Come back! - Bye.
With you
I don't care if I'm a little bit crazy
'Cause with you, nothing is wrong
I was broken, I was wasted
Hello?
This is Yoon Soo Wan, EMT of the Seyoung Station.
A female patient in her thirties has shortness of breath
with fast heartbeat without reason.
I'd like medical guidance.
I think I'll have to see the patient in person.
It's definitely faster than normal pulse rate.
When does this symptom usually happen?
The symptom happens every time I see this really ugly, brazen guy.
Why is that?
Well, we'll have to go through a close examination.
But I think the illness is one of the two.
It's anger...
or love.
Dong Joo.
I caused some trouble last night.
- I told my dad. - Soo Wan.
Good news, bad news. Which one do you want to hear first?
Bad news.
He got really upset.
I think he'll be really against it.
What about good news?
Dad... really likes you.
He loves you a lot.
I feel so relieved!
I think I know what it means to feel hurt but relieved.
Can I see you?
I'm sorry.
You have to start with the word that I don't want to hear.
Sorry.
Okay, let's hear it.
What are you sorry about?
I didn't remember that day.
But you remembered now. I'm thankful for that.
And about Dong Joo.
That I couldn't tell you sooner about Park Dong Joo.
It's not that you didn't, but you couldn't, right?
Because you felt bad for me and you were worried about me.
I'm at least that much to you.
Whether I didn't or I couldn't, I still hurt you the same.
I'd be hurt regardless of which one it was.
When you said goodbye to me while Dylan was gone
the effect was zero, to be honest.
A man can't give up unless he sees the other person.
Ji Woon.
Since I'm being honest, should I tell you one more thing?
It's not someone I don't know. It's Dylan.
Sure, it's more upsetting that it's Park Dong Joo.
But when I thought about it...
That's who Yoon Soo Wan is.
It was easier to understand than if you liked someone else.
And I found a reason not to give up on you.
Soo Wan.
You just want to love that beautiful memory again.
It must've been your precious memory when the world was dark to you.
It hurt you more because he disappeared without any notice.
Since there was no end, you just waited the whole time.
That's not what it is.
It's not like that.
Do you remember?
You didn't recognize that Dylan was Park Dong Joo.
And you didn't even like him.
Dylan started becoming meaningful to you
only when he wore the memory of Park Dong Joo.
I understand that you're upset and disappointed in me.
But it's my heart.
I confirmed my heart even at the cost of hurting the people that I cared for.
Please don't say I'm mistaken.
- Yoon Soo Wan! - Just hate me all you want.
You have the right to do that.
- Hae Joo! - Soo Wan!
How strange. I was just thinking about you.
Really? I wanted to call you for some reason.
Is there anything going on?
It's a pumpkin pie.
- Do you still like pumpkin? - Of course.
Every time we saw a pumpkin, we talked about you.
Do you know when we talked about you the most?
- When? - Halloween.
Every Halloween, there are pumpkins hanging from every house.
I guess so.
Should I have a taste?
It's delicious!
- I'm sorry. - About what?
For leaving without saying goodbye.
We didn't even contact you.
It's all my fault.
Because of my surgery.
Because he had to take care of me.
Dong Joo did it instead of Mom.
I know.
He came to the hospital to look for you.
But he said he couldn't find you, he wouldn't find you.
I thought it was strange that he gave up so easily.
But he was in so much pain after he came back to the States.
I was afraid something might happen to him.
I was really scared.
He's the only one I have.
Dong Joo is Dad, he is Mom. That's why.
- If something happens to Dong Joo. - Hae Joo.
I'd like you to make Dong Joo happy now.
Can you promise me?
Then she can really take care of him starting tomorrow?
Yes, she said she'd come by to say hello.
I'd be so glad to put out the urgent fire for me
but I'm just worried that I'd be causing trouble for your sister.
What trouble? She was really happy that she found a perfect job for her.
It's really great.
Then I'll get to see her everyday starting tomorrow, right?
What?
What I mean is... our Jin Mo!
Ellie is coming to see Jin Mo everyday.
I see.
Oh, it's Hae Joo. Her Korean name is Park Hae Joo.
I see.
She's very cute.
I'm sure she has a boyfriend.
I don't know who she takes after. She's had too many since she was little.
I'm not sure about now.
Right? I'm sure she has one.
And she's really pretty, so guys wouldn't leave her alone.
She's pretty.
They wouldn't leave her alone.
He has a very unique taste.
Those droopy, sad eyes.
His eyes look sad.
[Soo Wan]
Excuse me.
- Hello? - Is this 911?
Yes, it is. How may I help you?
There are a few patients in comatose here.
I think you should come.
Where are you?
Where?
The one who called 911, could you tell me the exact location?
Where are the patients in comatose?
Here they are.
Let me see.
This is impossible even if god's hands came.
Do you think so?
I'll take this. Two, please.
What do you think?
Like water slips through hands
But with you, it changed, I know
I feel I am closer to your heart
I am run, run, running to you
No!
I am run, run, running to you
And I'll keep you safe forever
Don't you know
Two hearts can beat as one
Hae Joo, I'm home.
Hae Joo!
Hae Joo.
Heckler will disappear.
Have a great time!
From Hae Joo.
Today, we'll make mugwort pancake.
Let's get mugwort ready first.
Wash mugwort in cold water and chop it in big pieces
then blanch it quickly.
Park Dong Joo, hurry!
I'm coming!
Making a big fuss. Seriously.
Soo Wan, mugwort is the medicine of spring.
It's good for the common cold, allergy and for your liver, too.
So you have to eat mugwort in the spring time.
Mugwort soup, mugwort with bean paste, mugwort rice cake, mugwort crepe.
Do we only eat mugwort?
Is Soo Wan some bunny?
As long as she grows up healthy!
Hurry up and peel it.
This.
This...
Miss Jung Hwa's voice.
Yes. The one that she gave to me as my birthday gift.
This is the first time I heard it.
I listened to it everyday.
Can I... listen to it a little more?
Next up is shrimp and squid.
You have to wash them well in salt water.
Cut them into bite size.
Soo Wan, just use scissors, not a knife.
Cut them and put them in a blender.
Then mince it in the blender.
You can do that because it's for making pancakes.
No, shrimp and squid should be fried!
I like them fried.
Not fried. It's dangerous.
I can make it for you.
No. Hey, if you want to eat it, you should make it for her!
You thoughtless punk.
Is that how it works?
I didn't know there was such deep meaning in it.
Got it!
Soo Wan, I'll make you deep-fried food your whole life.
Look what he's saying.
You ate my food your whole life, and what did you just say?
Soo Wan, I'm sorry but I can't continue recording because I'm upset now.
What's wrong, Miss Jung Hwa?
Miss Jung Hwa, are you mad?
Mad?
Miss Jung Hwa, are you mad? Mad?
Fly away
From your tears make you sad
When the spring leaves fall away
No one will be against it
Go away. Where are thou my wings?
You are still shining
You are my dreams
You, who is walking in front of me
You, who is dazzlingly beautiful
You're the love that I've been searching for
The meeting I've always dreamed of
You are that person
When you're beside me, time seems to fly
Subtitles by DramaFever
What if the day comes when we feel our love as pain?
No matter how painful it gets, we can't help but love.
We don't need justice! I'm a cat woman.
How can a person be so cute?
Do you even love my Ji Woon?
I already told him that I can't marry him.
I can't stand having Soo Wan as my family.
Mom!
How can you not even say a word? Why?
Because you were waiting for him. You were dying to see him.
Dong Joo, you fool. I didn't even know.
I'm sorry.